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July 15 Sweet Summertime..Well, I'll tell you right now that I've never had a summer like this.
Starting at the beginning: May 10th. This is the day I bought my puppy. Lucy. She was born on Febuary 9t. She is a shizu/yorkie. Only cost me $500 at Pet Parade, but she is worth so much more to me now.
My 17th birthday was on the 13th of May. I went to my sister's house and we had ice cream cake and hung out with the fam. It was a pretty good day.
I've been going to the lake this summer and LOVING it. Which is a shoker because I'm not exactly an "outdoors" kind of girl.
Basically this summer has been nothing but tanning, shopping, sleeping, working and good times.
Except for one thing. Courtney.
Courtney moved to Fargo on July 2nd. I miss her alot. We kind of left everything up in the air, but hopefully we don't drift too far apart. I really love her and even though the last few months before she left were shakey and distanced, I really do think about her all the time. I'm going to see her in August or September, gotta wait for some days off.
Speaking of days off, guess where I'm going on Aug 23rd? TO SEE BRAD PAISLEY! I love him so much! Plus, he's bringing Taylor Swift (i adore her), Kellie Pickler, and Jack Ingrahm. I'm so excited. Not just that, but we're going to Valleyfair and the Mall of America. I couldn't ask for a better way to end the summer. August 11 Just Breakdown..sometimes you feel like crying is the only thing left for you to do or maybe you don't it might just be me i've ran around this world more than a few times i've run out of ideas and it hurts too much to sit and watch my life fall apart June 26 See How Many Bands You Can Find In These Lyrics..Taxi Driver Lyrics By Gym Class Heroes I took cutie for a ride in my deathcab She tipped me with a kiss I dropped her off at the meth lab Before she left she made a dashboard confessional And spilled her guts in cursive but whats worse is I could still see her bright eyes like sunny day real estate Oh my and in a funny way it irritates So high but no chance My little chemical romance left a bad taste in my mouth But I imposed her like hey mercedes why the long face Why you cryin? theres no need Just put on this coheed and fallout Boy meets girl jimmy eat world But Schlep eats pills till hes all out Not once not twice she was thrice times a lady Mackin on brand new, but I had to Bounce over to the postal service to Pick up these pills that take care of my nervousness And all the way I saw planes that were mistooken for stars She played games but she took em too far At the drive in Watching soft porn and you can tell By the trail of the dead, that there was somethin in the popcorn I hop in my cab destination midtown Just to get up with some kids that like to get down I'd made my rounds and that was that In between the frowns and scraps and heart attacks And I remember I seen her ass in early november On a thursday takein back sunday for a refund She shot a wink like no hard feelings Then she jetted to brazil man them pills had me spun This is the story of the year right here This is hot water music Put ya ramen into it April 06 Please Remember Me..Life is short.
Too short to waste it in front of a computer, typing an online journal.
Although nothing gives me more joy than sharing my life with the rest of the world via this blog, I do beleive it's time for me to stop and smell the roses.
Because it's difficult to live life, when you're writing it all down.
This is my final blog. March 12 My Nails Are Chipping, Let's Go Eat Twinkies..Well, It's Sunday and it's been nearly a week since I've blogged. I guess that means it's about time. Not like I'm guna remember anything very well. But I will do my best.
First of all I'd like to ask you all about my pokemon video that I found on the internet. Do you not love it? Because I do. It makes my heart go all a-flutter. It just makes me happy and amused. I really don't know why. You might hate it. But I think it's the best thing since Ramen noodles. And if you have had Ramen noodles, I think you know how good that is.
Umm.. now I think I'll get started on what I did all week. On Thursday I drove down to Fargo with Megan and her mom and dad. We got a hotel room when we got there and then me and Megan walked to the mall. A few hours later we went to the Olive Garden and then went shopping until finally returning to the hotel at 10:30. Where I then chose the clothes I'd wear the next day and laid them out. Megan's mom explained to me that she wanted Friday to be a "family day" and since I'm not part of the family, she wanted me to find something to do all day and then somewhere to stay for the night. The only person I knew I could go with was Richard. So I called him, but he was "occupied", so then I finally went to sleep after many hours of watching Law & Order: SVU.
On Friday morning I called Richard and he came to pick me up from the hotel at 10:05 a.m. Of course, I wasn't ready to go at 10:05 so he had to sit there and wait for me to get ready. We left at around 10:20 or so and I was with him ALL day.
We drove to his apartment or whatever and watched tv for a little while. Then we smoked. At that point in time I REALLY wanted to watch Napolean Dynomite. So he told me to put it in. We watched that and when it was over, both of us were too lazy to shut it off. So it sat on the main menu for 10 minutes or so and then went to a blank screen. Then 10 more minutes later the DVD player shut off automatically, which unvailed a fuzzy girl's high school basketball game on one of the local channels. Again, neither of us wanted to get up and change the channel, so we watched basketball for 3 hours. Quite entertaining I must say.
Hours went by and we just hung out. It's the best thing ever. When you can just hang out with your friend. FRIEND. That's what I said. Richard is one of my closest friends and I'm so glad for that. I don't what I'd do if he hated me like he used to after we broke up. But now we're closer than close and that is how I want it to stay. Because I honestly trust him more than I trust any of my other friends.
At around 9:30 or 10 Richard said I should be leaving soon because his girlfriend was going to come over. I didn't wanna be in the way so I called my papa and he came to pick me up. We went grocery shopping and hit Arby's on the way to his apartment in downtown Fargo. It was trippy as fuck but you know I love my papa.
Saturday I sat around my dad's apartment while he was at work. I was in so much pain from sleeping on the floor, but it was worth it, because I really missed my dad. I showered in his weird 1950's shower/tub and it was awkward. I got water all over the floor and almost flooded the building. It was horrible, but I managed to clean it up right away. At around 3 or 3:30, Megan and her parents showed up and we left town.
We got to Minot at 8 something and Megan asked if we could take the car and cruise. So we did. We picked up Nikki and then got DaNae and we did about 2 Broadways. And here's where the night begins...
DaNae gets a call form one of her ex boyfriend's friends and they invite us to go out to Berthold. It appeared that they were all just hanging out and drinking but there were no girls so they wanted us to go up there. I didn't want to. First of all, it was 9:30 and Megan needed to be home at 10. Also, Nikki needed to be home at 11. So it was impossible. But everyone else wanted to, so we did.
We drive out to Berthold and go to Jason's* house. (*I'm not going to use his real name because I'm not shure if it's safe for me, or him, to do so). Pritty much everyone there was wasted already. To give you a time frame, it would be around 10:00 at this time. I could not stop staring at Dean. Ahh. He was.. IS.. so fuckken hott! We hung out for awhile and DaNae was actually the first girl to get on someone. Not saying she started the nonsense, but I DO think it was somewhat ironic that there were four guys and four girls. But this isn't even half of it yet, the night goes on...
We gathered all the girls together and decided to leave at 10:45. We all gave and recieved hugs and then got in the car. As we started driving out of town, we began talking and the first thing I said was, "THAT DEAN GUY IS SO FUKKEN HOTT". Everyone was like "OH MY GOD, YEAH HE IS". I felt like a third grader.. "I call that boy". How juvinile. But I didn't care, I wanted him. Right After I said "I call Dean", DaNae said "I call Jason*", then Nikki said "I guess I call Joe then". And Megan was like " I call.. no one". It was hilarious.
About two or three miles out of Berthold we all talked aobut going back, then Nikki spoke up, "I suppose we can stay later" We all screamed as Megan slammed the brake and whipped a U-turn on the highway. I was on the phone with Dean and he heard us all screaming. He thought we got in a car accident. He kept saying "what's wrong?" and "what's going on?" As soon as I caught my breath I exclaimed "We're Coming Back!" He was so happy. It took about 5 minutes to get back to the house and then we all knew what we wanted. DaNae was sitting on Jason's* lap, Nikki was sitting on Joe's, I was laying by Dean and Megan was sitting on the floor while Matt sat in the recliner. I yelled at Megan, "Go sit with him!" So she did. And now I guess they're going out, YOUR WELCOME! Everyone had someone, I guess that's just how it was.
I wanted to kiss Dean because we were the only "couple" that didn't kiss yet, let alone do anything else. I thought about just goin for it two or three times, but I figured that if he wanted to, he'd do it. But I wasn't guna wait forever, so I did it. I made the move. And I suppose you wanna hear that it was amazing or romantic or something good. But it wasn't. It was terrible. He's a horrible kisser. It was like his tongue was cemented to the bottom of his mouth. Just plain bad. He, on the other hand, enjoyed it.
Joe told me that Dean has only been with one girl. Which would explain the shaking and the short breaths. But I mean, I really couldn't beleive that. For such a hott guy I couldn't beleive how unexperienced he was.. IS. He's 17. I thought he would have been around the block a few times. But no. I was terribly wrong. And if he's only been with one girl, maybe he's only kissed one girl. That would make sense to me. I mean, it would explain why he totally sucks at it, and not in a good way.
No one wanted to leave and we all had our reasons, but we had to. We couldn't stay. By this time it's crawling around 1:15 and DaNae is struck with a reminder that she is on probation. She needed to be home at 1:30. Not to mention that Megan's mom had called the police reporting her. We went out to the car at 1:25 and started it, thing was, it wouldn't switch gear. It was stuck in park. Eveyone tried moving it and it would budge. found out that we needed transmission fluid, but every place to get it in town was closed. We needed the car. We couldn't go home without it. All we could do was call around and try to find some, or someone who could help us.
At around 3:30 after we all relaxed, one of DaNae's friends showed up amd fixed the car for us. But we didn't actually leave until 4. DaNae wanted to ride with Chris and follow us back to town to see if the was ok, just in case. So Megan, Nikki and I got in the Cadillac and drove away, after saying goodbye to our men of course.
Halfway to Minot we see a cop parked on the side od the road. I had a heart attack, a very smll one, but I know I had one. I thought I was guna puke. We pulled over as the cop turned on its lights. He came up to the car and it was all such a blur. Megan got out. Then the sheriff showed up. He went to Chris' car and the next thing I know DaNae is running to our car and getting in as Chris gets out and gets cuffed. I cried. I don't know why. I think it's because I knew something bad would happen. I thought all of it was my fault. DaNae was bawling in the back seat while Nikki stared at the cop car behind us where Megan was sitting.
They parked his car on the side of the street and he went in the back of the cop car. I did see them uncuff him though, apparently it was because he was driving with a suspended driver's license, but we thought it was because he was driving with a minor. Megan got back in and the cop said he'd follow us to town and "escort" us home. What a jolly time that was. First, it was Nikki. Then me. Then DaNae. I remember calling DaNae and I remember Nikki calling me. Everyone was in massive trouble. It's guna be awhile until we'll be able to hang out again, I can gauruntee that.
Today I slept until 1:30, although I should slept until 3. I watched tv and made some phone calls, but that's basically all I've done. I've been on the computer and this blog is taking forever. I'm starving, but I can't eat. I'm sick ad there's nothing I can do about. I miss my boyfriend, but no one cares. Wow. Life just seems real shitty at the moment.
That's enough blogging for today.
-<3-Liz March 06 I Gotta Stay High-- I Mean Fly..Shit. Life is most hectic and I don't know how it bacame this way. It's only been a few days since my last blog and I already feel lost in cybertime. If that even makes any sense. I haven't been in my right mind for the last couple days. I mean.. I didn't even know I HAD a right mind until I realized I haven't been in it. See what I mean? Everything I say and type is complete nonsense. But I will try my hardest to think.
I bet I can sum up the last month of my life in three words. I. MISS. ANDREW. Count them. That's three! Yep, that pritty much sums it up for me.
This weekend was CRAZY! Holy shit. Where do I start? Friday. Friday: DaNae came over and we wanted to get drunk. Too bad every male buyer in this town is obsessed with with getting a blowjob. So not happening from neither me nor DaNae. So we were alcohol free on Friday night. Although we did meet some kewl kids at McDonald's.
Saturday: DaNae came over when I got off work and shortly after, we dyed half of her hair blue. Yeah, blue. Don't ask questions, ok? Freeman (from work) came over to my house and we hung out for awhile. After chillen for a little while, we went driving around. Hit the grocery store and whattnot. Then we went to pick up Nikki. Ended up going to the wrong house *embarassing* and eventually we left, with Nikki of course. Uhh.. The rest of the night was not important until 11:30. We told my mom we were running over to Nikki's house, but instead we went to one of Nikki's friends' house and got high. Keep in mind that DaNae does NOT smoke bud, so she was clean the whole night. Nikki puked and and passed out on his couch. By this time it's almost one and I needed to go home. So DaNae and I left Nikki on the couch and went to my house. I don't remember sleeping, but I remember DaNae leaving in the middle of the night. And I remember answering the phone the 20 times that Nikki called. All and All, in was a fun time.
Sunday: I slept pritty much all day. Eventually, at around 5:30, I showered and got ready. The only thing was, I had nowhere to go and no one to hang out with. So then Megan came over at about 8 and we went out to eat at Perkin's. It was good. After that, I came home and went to bed. Today: I woke up at 5:45, knowing that I had to drive for driver's ed at 6:30. I didn't feel like showering since I showered about 12 hours earlier, so I threw up my hair, doused it in hairspray, and went out the door. I called Courtney at about 6 and she didn't answer the first 20 times I called. Finally she picked up and gave me directions to her aunt's house, since that is where she's staying now. I picked her up and off to skool we went. We did our drive and both did rather well. The rest of the day was, well, skool. I don't wanna break your heart but, I'm getting sent to East. Monday will be my first day there. I'm guna miss Central SO much.
The one thing about my life is that I'm always in control and now, I'm not anymore. I have no idea what's going to happen tomorrow. And for some reason, I like that.
That's enough blogging for today.
-<3-Liz March 02 The Emergency Exit Doors Are Locked..Dance, Dance. We're falling apart to..OH SHUT THE FUCK UP! I love Fallout Boy, but damn are they overplayed and overpublicized. I hate commercialization and that's all they are now, commercial. They may not be sellouts, but it shure seems that way to me. I've seen enough preps walkin down the hall wearing their merchandise and singing along to their music. It makes me wanna puke. Not that I've JUST started feeling this way, more like I'm just now stating it to the entire world. I hope everyone, including those preps, read this blog.
So today I decided that I love skool. Not so much the classes and the teachers, more like LUNCH DETENTION! That's right guys, the punishment I received for skipping last week is now my one and only reason for going to skool in the first place. I love my lunch detention. The people in there are so unbeleivably kewl. Most of them are freshmen, but I could really care less.
Not much else to say about my life, it's basically been revolving around the mall lately. I've been there everyday this week from Sunday until Wednesday. I'm so sick of it. I am NOT going there today, even though DaNae kind of wanted me to. So today I'm guna stay at my house and sit on my ass. I'll probably finish cleaning my room soon.
I should've blogged yesterday, but I didn't feel like it and I was busy. And all the things I would of typed about, don't matter anymore. Like, Cole, for instance. Thought I liked him, and I thought about cheating on my boyfriend with him. But I didn't. Because of the following reasons A) I like Andrew WAY too much to fuck him over like that, B) Cole probably didn't like me anyways, C) It would of pissed off many people and D) I've never cheated on a guy in my entire life, why start now?.
So it probably would have been better to leave that part out, but I feel guilty for ever having the thought of cheating cross my mind, so I had to put it in here.
This weekend I work and I'm guna get shitfaced. That's the plan anyways. DaNae has an alcohol class all day on Saturday and she's going to it hung over. Haha, and then right after she's getting drunk with me again! Sounds great to me. Then, next weekend, I think I'm going to Tioga. Not 100% shure yet, but I'll let you know.
That's enough blogging for today.
-<3-Liz
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